December 5, 2009

Here It Comes Again!

Ah my thoughts
They run together
Through the fields
And o'er the heather

Ah the blood
Beats through my brain
From my heart
And back again

The karmic cycle does repeat
The restlessness of hands and feet

The stinging words
The sustained lies
The hackneyed wind
From wings of butterflies

That rounds the world and does repeat
As the tidal wave that sinks a fleet

Every love I've ever done
Every loss I wished I'd won
Beneath the sand 'tween every stone
An echo, echo, life I've known

And had I'd been another man
Twice my size, twice as grand
That error'd not, the moment seized
What courses taken, what pleasure squeezed

These misses 'round the world repeat
These clapping hands, these stamping feet

And one day an old man am I
Stumbling, stuttering, getting by
Wondering if I'd phrased it so,
Or begged her not, her hand, let go

Or if I hadn't thrown that rock just so
At six, a felon, a cracked window
Or if I'd simply whispered "yes" not "no"
What cloudy fates I'd surely know

What kind of man I could have been
Lives I could have led, sins I could have sinned
Oh to simply chalk it up to sweet regret,
Forsakes a truth not mentioned yet

That the rock I threw when I was six
Brings the window owner into the mix
Caused Mr. Robertson to think of me
Of who I am, of who I'd be

These simple thoughts, these thoughts unfurled
A butterfly wing's wave unleashed upon the world

The blood that beats through Mr. Robertson's brain
Of course creates its own refrain
And a neuron formed by me
Rings a note through eternity

As memories age, they do not die
Just as loves and hatreds - they do not die
They round the world by and by
And find themselves in many forms
In graceful poems, in legal terms

The life I lead it does repeat
My clapping hand, my stamping feet
Do beat a rhythm that sets a time
A tempo that carries on past mine

One day my beating heart will stop
My bones will break, my skull will rot
But while I live, I'll live gently
And search for worthy melody
And when I hear the sweetest song
I'll practice, practice, pass it on

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